Anonymous asked: Hey, I really dont know what to do and need some advice, i think i am depressed, i cut and have lots of suicidal thoughts every single day, i really want to tell my friends how i feel but i dont feel comftable, i am the one who always makes people laugh and the really loud one who is always happy, but when i am alone i hate myself and want to die. i dont know what too do, please help!

Heey darling please listen to me when I say I bet you are so beautiful and I would love for you to come off anon but it’s alright if you don’t feel comfortable. One time a friend of mine was cutting herself and then she started to get an elastic band and when you feel the urge to cut you flick it at your skin, it may leave a red mark but it will fade away whereas you will always have a scar when you cut. I think that you should tell your friends because they know you best and they would help you get through it alot.

I know how you feel when you say you are the loud one and always happy I am like that too but inside I really hate what I look like and I would love to look like a model but I am starting to believe that everyone is beautiful in their own way, even through that sounds so cliché it’s really true.

REMEMBER: Life if never worth ending, you may go through ups and downs but you will always recover from them. You are beautiful in ever way, you should never think you are not worth it. Speak to people you love and trust because they will never judge you, never ever! Remember I LOVE YOU!! xoxoxoxoxoxo